When the last time you heard it like this??

So! It has been rudely brought to my attention that I cannot create shortcuts in this life...well I mean technically I can, but I'd be only cheating myself. There's an aspect of this reality that I need to learn and adapt to. I can't expect everything to be handed to me, and that is a misconception when it comes to this life. No one is excluded.

Everyone chose their path for their own reasons, and I only speak for myself.

In this life, I am going through things that test me, exhaust me and but also makes my heart sing.

We all go through things for our own benefit. My sister has to consistently remind me, "It's not happening to you, it's happening for you". Though it sounds prophetic for someone that's level headed, I sometimes find it condescending. There is more though! The healing process is absolute misery! It's extremely emotionally painful, far beyond words can describe. I get so annoyed all the time, (trust me -_-) and before I completely understood this, suicide and the pain and the shadow work just wasn't that appealing. Yes, suicide. Before, I felt like it was really the only option. I now know that it's not.

The objective in this lifetime is accountability but at the same time, being present.

Feel all the feelings and then send it on the way, and to not hold on so tight to the emotions.

Even though I am gifted in the emotions department, I cry all the time because I'm inconceivably sensitive, and somehow I let love and happiness radiate externally.

There's truth and alchemy taking place when you cry. You are materializing your pain and soothing yourself. You are acknowledging your emotion, and to me that's what being present is, and resisting the temptation to dwell. Feel it and understand it.

Love yourself and be intensely compassionate to yourself.

Sometimes I treat myself like a toddler, it helps me realize how precious I am, and I unlearn the toxic traits.

Also, do what makes you happy! (That is non-negotiable)

SO! Regardless of anyone else my friend, do what you genuinely want and boom! Recipe for magic, self-love and sunshine!

This is your life, and you have every right to set boundaries for you! I kindly suggest to do it from a space of love for yourself, then the love for the collective will follow.

Toodles for now,

Ya Girl Maple

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